kepala kosong

i am reading book provided in my firm,but i can't take off my eyes from laptop .Now i am blogging like newscaster, maybe this is the end product you do when your fingers on the keyboard and eyes glue to the screen.

ring

looking forward to have a ring since mine has long lost.i am fully blast connecting with my diary since only my siblings noticed it.none of my friends stumble upon offbeat diary.
i feel goooddd......

im hungry

i feel so hungry at the moment....
i feel like want to eat something delicious and expensive ....unfortunately ,my wallet did not look like the one gummy bear has...hehheheheeh

great weekend

i treasure the moments for my whole life....thanks for everything....

2010 is approaching soon and 2009 will walk away with lots of memory.I can't believe Im turning 22 next year.Family , friends ,cats, and whatever touch me as i grow up.I could still remember my toddler phase which i had mickey mouse shirts and cartoons deco for my mattress .Furthemore being pampered was priceless moment.My favourite phrase to my dad "ayah ,atie nak susu",mY lovely dad took my bottle and started making it for me.Besides , i always produced troublesome when i woke up in the morning."Ayah , tilam atie dah ba_ah".Hahah I vouch my siblings know about it .
On top of that ,I used to get scolded during my childhood time.Well ,Mak as teacher knows better to educate her children.Favourite phrase with my mother "Balik sekolah g mandi pastu buat 100 soalan, dah habes nanti bole buat subjek lain" ,"Buat latihan ni lepas sekolah esok".That was my mother style . She is so stylo now with new handbags all the time , new scarf and everything .She deserves it as she spend her money and time back then to her six children just to fulfill our needs .
I could still recall my moment with siblings.We usually blended on everything together , how i missed playing badminton ,riding biscycle, rolling on the bed,dancing ,and etc. My sisters and brother now are all on their career track.Believe it or not , my sisters got married this year and both of them are expecting.How wonderful our life is when babies are coming out to earth and start calling you as "aunty" .Everyone is growing up and getting older.One thing i want to share here is we resemble each other very much .Hahahah we are all in same package but yet we are beautiful in our own ways.Hikhikhihkihkikhik.Eventhough the hearts were stabbed and crashed and they bleed silently but that's life is all about.
Reminiscing my days back then captured those sweet memories .I do miss my childhood momenttttt.

life is so complex

kenapa perlu bohong?




no legacy is so rich as honesty.....


a half truth is a whole lie....




lose hope for everything.maybe this is my destiny...

selamat tinggal akhirnya

ku menangis,
degupan hati tergetar,
kau tinggalkan ku sepi,
seorang diri,
tak ku sangka
takdir kita berbeza
ku doakan kau temu bahagia

Chorus
terkenang diri mu
aku mengenal hidup
teringat saat pertama hingga akhir
kau ungkapkan kata
selamat tinggal akhirnya

kisah kita berdua menyentuh jiwa ku
ooh wanita..
kisah kita berdua menusuk hati ku
ooh wanita..

Chorus
terkenang diri mu
aku mengenal hidup
teringat saat pertama hingga akhir
kau ungkapkan kata
selamat tinggal akhirnya

oooooohhhhhoooohhh
kisah kita berdua menyentuh jiwa ku
ooh wanita..
kisah kita berdua menusuk hati ku
ooh wanita..

Repeat
kisah kita berdua menyentuh jiwa ku
ooh wanita..
kisah kita berdua menusuk hati ku
ooh wanita..


i more into this song lately...nice to listen

frustrated

im wondering what is so wonderful of being rascal????????????


r u enjoyed of being rascal???????

did u get anything from it???? any benefits?????????........some leisure perhaps huh......

what a life huh...my best buddy which i have known her for such a long time did lie to me last nite.........i was thinking over and over again why she chose to lie?...

people seems so easy to change....they will never learn to appreciate things around them..

i have no other words to express my feelings now..but i learned a lot from this matter...friend will always be friend ..they can't never be more than that .i will put my trust only to few of my fwens(the one can be trusted) but not all .no matter what happen in my life ..i will never lose sight of who i am...nevertheless, im thankful for all of this because if i can't endure the bad..i will not live to see the good.

saturday...

i miss all my cats back in my hometown....daisy,tampuk,blankett,paris,prince ,they are all my babies...adorable cats....

this is the time that im waiting for....weekends....i have chance to be such a lazy bum bum during weekends...this is the only time ,i do not have to wake up early in the morning and reach home nearly at 7pm....

best ooooooo weekends...but i noticed my weekends in mlk are so boring.....got nothing to do...

sy nk cepat habes blaja....i wanna build my career and earn lots of money....
sy nk ade own assets....x kira la kereta ke,umah ke,ape2 je la tp yg menguntungkan...
sy nk juga jd glamor....haahhahaahah...mimpi la atie oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

ok....c ya....

my future

im taking law n currently in third year...gonna completed my study another one n a half year....what i wanna share here is do deeply thinking about our future...

nobody gonna gives u money forever n ever...work hard for everything...as for now legal attachment really help me a lot...i just have to score well in exams and after that no need to worry on other things.....pass exams with flying colour is like a ticket for us to get a good job...especially for professional fields....

n start to think like u are lawyer now.....think think think....n whack ur enemy.....huhuhuhuh

trust nobody

i dun noe y but i kinda feel lost lately....
do i have to just be silence or start talking bout it?
i feel betrayed ...after so long we have communicated to each other this is what i get from u....
i try not to dig every single things that pop up around me..but curiosity always kills the cat rite?...
just with one click , one peaceful night the bomb exploded ...everything seemed so perfect with u contacting the other party , have another account for fb, and the best part was the things going smoothly for one year....

as day goes by ...i will just keep quiet ....do u have courage to tell me about all of this things?
sometimes silence has the loudest voice......
may u happy in everything that u do ....

lalalalala...

i have nothing much to say...i have created this blog only for my own daily diary , and proudly saying my offbeat diary officiated by me today...


im 21 yrs old and as day goes by i learned and still learning so many things in my life..and what i can say is ,'i believe that we should not put someone as our priority when we're just their option'.i really love this sentence..


after completing my internship, im gonna slow down on everything , gonna hit up the books in order for me to score with flying colours in exams..lets the books do the talking next sem and lets make it real dowh...evry sem new resolution but nothing happen...laalallalala..till then...chow....8.30 a.m tumoro, worth waking up for ermiey nizam & ho...heheeheh